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Mer. Guider. Singing. Ice skater. School. Dreams. Obese. Help. Loves everyone who has been to this blog. Magellan. OBS. big eyes. hates work.
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I found my beloved yellow water bottle (special thanks to suwan)
Over joyed
motivated
The most wasted of all days is one without laughter. she who laughs, lasts "The pessimist scorns the fact that roses have thorns. The optimist gives thanks that thorns have roses" "To see a shooting star it has to be dark all around you" "For a rainbow to appear must first come the rain" I finally understand What all these mean
posted by melissa at 7:53 AM
Life is like a vacuum cleaner...
it sucks ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There are times when I am happy to no extent and others when I am extremely sad Happiness lingers behind the clouds Till one day it shally prevail for now... darkness will be superior - - - - I wish I could wake up from this horrible dream I'm in ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I really want to thanks the guides (Ming, trace, wen, dawn, ana, oy, shuang, atee, shu) for all the emotional support. Without you guys, pulling through would be an impossible task. posted by melissa at 1:46 AM
Had a fabulous time at Ms ngs house todae. Home maker went on well, althou i kind of screwed up here and there. My spinach turned yellow. Sulks. But anywae, it tasted fine and special thanks to trace for helping me pluck the spinach. Tedious job! ]
Todays session taught me one thing. I wont make a good housewife if i ever be one. Made so many blunders. Demoralized feeling still sinking in. Many bad habits I have to kick. hmmm. Let me give myself more time Tributes again to Ongying: Thanks for giving us so much support and consideraton throughout the whole test like you have always done. Luv ya for that. And you r sucha great ironer!!! Gosh. Mer is awed Ming: For making everything so farnie and easy going. For all the encouragement and help. Beegg hug. Trace: For the plucking of spinach. We did it so FAST !! Hhaaha. For adding life and fun to the whole thing. For the ear sticks. For all the help and support. Thanks gurl Wen and ana: Our beloved guests. Thanks for coming. Wen u ate dinner! Ana, arent u pleased with our cooking. hahahaha. Anw thanks so much dearies for coming Shizhen: For poping by and making everything so farnie. And oh my!! That super short mini skirt. hahahaha Atee: For the little note and that farnie yogurt drink (drank it up so fast)! Haha thanks for being so sweet. :P Dawn: For all the moral support through sms. haha. u have always been there 4 us Ndp not bad lar. marching damn good. and my beloved goh chok tong lked so handsome and smart. Sad that this would b his last yr with us. CRIES!!! Feeling pretty disappointed that lin jun jie distorted the song , home. the performances were boring, as usual. DUh! SI was so mmmhmm. Just made it in time for it. Relieved. Dick lee rawks and i am so dotted by the lemon tree guy. hmmm. the whole show was in one big lame mess. gosh. Well wont forget the time when ming, trace, oy, wen, ana, shizzhen and i were singing nd songs all the way from ngs hse to the mrt station. Attracted lots of unwanted attention. Some even joined in the singing with us. we even sang our way through a pasar malam. ya. but overall, it was great fun. haha. i luv u guys so much. really enjoyed it happie bdae singapore happie bdae azman posted by melissa at 7:38 AM
darn.
what can i say. i have gained weight. by alot like ana, shant disclose wth so damn depreesed all my effort have gone to waste living makes no sense now. i am not paranoid just stating facts ringing in my head damn guess there is no reason to stop dieting now I HATE MYSELF i so hate myself posted by melissa at 9:49 PM
Sometimes. these quizzes certainly drive me nuts. the results are particularly interesting
posted by melissa at 1:05 AM
Exams in like 9 weeks time.
Darn. How am i going to survive. Its sunday today and thank God it is. How I love Sundays, where the whole family is together, joking, laughing, having fun. The upcoming exams is drawing dangerously near and i am currently embarking on a course to increase my study rate. Sadly to say, my attempts are futile. School tommorow. Now all I have to face is the looming piles of homework and SIA projects/products which I have no clue how to complete. My lack of time is threatening to make me flunk all my coming tests. Groan! What am I going to do. Combined NDP rehearsals round the corner and I sincerely hope we dont "maluate" our selves in front of the other UGs. Yesterday was one of the packest days of my life. Here this Morning: Met guides to celebrate anas birthday. Celebrated it at clarke quay, on the famous bridge. The scenery there rocks. I enjoyed myself thouroghly and I suppose my fellow darlings had a great time too. Why is shuang soo afraid of the camera? Mid morning at about 11.00: Rushed with shizhen to heeren to buy my earrings. Took the wrong train. Felt irritated, grumpy. 11.30: Met vic, angie, sara, eunice at heeren. Said hi, bought earings, rushed to somerset busstop. Was invaded by the "sticker distributers". Isnt it bizarre to have about 100s of stickers stuck all over you just for donating a few cents. ahhemm. Tributes to my fellow sticker distributers: choonyee and gang, atee and celine and gang, elaine and some farnie ny girls I dont have a clue who. dotz. Recieved much stares for passerbys. But. Didnt blush. Had a great time. 12.00: Reached school and dropped some stuff. Met ms ng who was testing jade and Kailing firelighting. They passed. 12.10: Parents fetched me to Geylang for turtle soup. Drank to soup, skipped the rice. Cheeky grin! 1.00: Changed and went for a swim. Swam and slacked as my parents had a chat with their friends 4.00: Reached home 5.00: Woke up and called dawn and ana. They were at j8 at the moment 5.10: Ran 5.30: rushed to aunts house. Changed into my aunts clothes there. Ate a huried dinner 6.00: rushed to school. The journey lasted for 1 hr cos of the massive jam. 7.00: Reach school met guides and had the concert. Just to go into detail. Wen, ana, shu and I wore skirts. We looked so "gu niang". dotz. Sat btwn shuang and shu. 7.30: Concert started. Somne parts of it was preety boring. Honestly speaking, I actually feel asleep during the concert itself. To all co members: I loved the concert, but perhaps because of my lack of ability to appreciate co music, I feel asleep. Big sorry. But my sleep lasted for only a short 5 min. haha. wink. 10.15: Ending of co concert. Dad picked me up and went home Haha.. what an eventful day. It's been so good to have you as a friend: As sweet and rich as honey-colored sun Slanting steep across a summer lawn, Gilding life with all that love can lend. And now that you yourself have griefs to tend, I want to be the strong and caring one To count to you the lovely things you've done Until these troubles pass and sorrows end. You are so beautiful in form and soul That you bring happiness to all you're near: Just as a sea rose, flowering in mist, Makes a paradise of some bleak shoal, Turning truth to something far more clear, No pain unsoothed or rain-swept cheek unkissed. posted by melissa at 12:16 AM
Stopping to catch a breath...
I have like so much work to do. The work nowadays are never ending. U are NEVER able to complete them. The worlds to fast-pased for me. I feel I just can't cope. Trying hard to stay happy. Not to get angry. To enjoy myself. Okay, lets cut the crap. NDP rehearsals went on well so far. Thanks to our fabulous footdrill commanders, atee, shuang, dawn, yun pei and pau respectively. They have been doing a great job so far. 3 cheers!!! haha We celebrated liu qian's birthday for her. and she pretty touched. I had great fun last sat with her. Her parents bought her the 7250 hp. I am sooo envious. When can I ever get one like that. NVM lar. At least I have a phone hor. Am I wierd? Yes I am. have been bathing in school recently. Like what wen always says: I treat school like a second home. This. Is an undeniable fact. I love bathing. T guess I can bathe at any where, any time. Don't you feel so refreshed after bathing Teachers day audition coming up. Feeling panicky. But I really have to thank Suwan and liu qian for all the effort they have put into the dance. Luv u all for that. We will win, wont we. I just CANT wait for thursday to come. Thankks to my lao ba (meisi lar) for chosing the wonderful - it is you and me me and you - song. Hahaha. Cheered me up alot. Its so farnie lor. Ran with wen, dawn and ana today. I have finally gotten to run with ana in the morning. Enjoyed myself. I loove running with the guides. I feel so happy with them around lor. Ming and shu, join us leh! To everyone: Don't worry be happy. this is my motto and I hope it will be yours too. be happy for the rest of the week. Even when times are tough. TRY. The hardest part of being a friend
is knowing when you need it a little and when you need it a lot. So just in case you're in need of a friendly "hi" today, I wanted to let you know I'm here still caring, still thinking about you, and still being your friend.
Simple but something from the depths of my heart posted by melissa at 3:52 AM
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